Good Vs. Bad

I am good and I am bad. I am rough, tender and simple. I have hurt and have been hurt. I am no justification of goodness or bad. I have secrets that have grown worms. I have a cancer that's brewing lumps. In my heart is the cure.
I seek to find a comfort that's impervious and no matter how hard I try, the runtiness in my heart seem to elude salvation.
I am good and I am bad. I am as I ought to be.

Choices

CHOICES………. I MAKE THEM TOO

As I go through the hustle and bustle of growing up

Certain casualties I encountered made me stronger

I give and I take all part of living the good life

Reasonably I have gotten a good stand

I give thanks and I say praises

No escaping the moment when a test comes along

Temptations they say are the test of faith

Hurriedly I try to flee, but this flesh and bones remain resolute

I take a stand and pull my heart out

I burn the flames so high it takes my hair off

Determined I stand still, burn it I must

A sudden burst and a loud swish

I throw the soft lump into the burning flame

Got to go, got to go I scream out loud

I live but once and it’s got to be worth it

No more screeches from the evil thought that lingers

I shape my fingers and again into the flames I reach

Not standing still anymore I go out running

A rush of adrenaline never gotten from natures high

I wasn’t shaken, I wasn’t intimidated

I insert the black lump, hear a click and I know its back in place

It’s a little harder now, the texture can attest

I give it a try and run to temptation

It’s a bit easier as I take out my knife

Time for an engaging last moves

I didn’t realize I was heading for the exit

Without a barricade to hold back

I begin to float, while I sink further down

No hope I think, it’s an end game

I feel a distant voice calling out all along

I have to hit home run, no dulling this time

I take a left turn

Aha, just now I get the best position to take this ride

I drop so fast the black from my heart is fading away

Again I hear that distant voice calling out

I try to look back, but my goal is far ahead

Like a javelin I aim for a soft landing spot

I awake with a grip of fear, eyes all swollen

I smile to my right and sigh for a good dream

I will try this again no doubt about it

I need to close these eyes for the world is crumbling

Temptations abound even while sleeping

Resolutions are made with our eyes wide open

I don’t want to see the world with my heart shaking

So I got to wait for a second chance, sure it’s coming

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INFOPRENEURSHIP

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E Books are digital books written and distributed to a vast amount of people based on interest showed by them. i got to know of it by accident i would say and since then its been a challenge to me. I really want other people to know how easy it is to sit right at the comfort of your home and get stuffs from across miles straight into your hands, without ever having to move your feet.

Recently i get all these reports from my suppliers and they are so much so i want to give them out to interested people. all you have to do is contact my Email address at: abdoolrasheed@gmail.com and i will give you more details.

Thank you.

INFOPRENEURSHIP

early morning rush

Some times i feel i have to wake up early to get about my chores and of course when i worked, get to work early. it's so amazing waking up at those times for i feel refreshed and ready to face the day square. it so happened that the new job got me strengthened and elated i felt like going on and on each day; sometimes i wished i never had to leave.

On this fateful day i got me feeling like i was hero and all that, so i decide i'll get into my branch manager's office and do a little chit chat ( i worked in a bank by the way). i got all started and berfore i knew what was up, he asked me if i had any plan for my future for the way he saw it well, it was up to me to decide.

Me being who i am, did not have an answer right at the time he asked so i gave it a little thought later and i realized that i can be all i want to just a matter of time till i got there. Life we all say is unfair to us; well from my little experience in living my life all i can say is our life usually turns out the way we shape it and so when it comes down to our lives, all we got to do is look where we fell behind.

Now i don't go around telling people this because often times i wonder why there isn't lots of people like me who just take things a little at a time and the way it comes? well individual differences i guess is the perfect excuse, it has succeeded in shattering relationships, brotherhood, togetherness and what have you! i fall into the category of people that leave things the way i meet em.

No i'm not saying we shouldn't try to change stuffs but on the other hand if changing those things will get you in trouble then i say let go and leave it be!