Wednesday, December 23, 2015

Choices

CHOICES………. I MAKE THEM TOO
As I go through the hustle and bustle of growing up
Certain casualties I encountered made me stronger
I give and I take all part of living the good life
Reasonably I have gotten a good stand
I give thanks and I say praises
No escaping the moment when a test comes along
Temptations they say are the test of faith
Hurriedly I try to flee, but this flesh and bones remain resolute
I take a stand and pull my heart out
I burn the flames so high it takes my hair off
Determined I stand still, burn it I must
A sudden burst and a loud swish
I throw the soft lump into the burning flame
Got to go, got to go I scream out loud
I live but once and it’s got to be worth it
No more screeches from the evil thought that lingers
I shape my fingers and again into the flames I reach
Not standing still anymore I go out running
A rush of adrenaline never gotten from natures high
I wasn’t shaken, I wasn’t intimidated
I insert the black lump, hear a click and I know its back in place
It’s a little harder now, the texture can attest
I give it a try and run to temptation
It’s a bit easier as I take out my knife
Time for an engaging last moves
I didn’t realize I was heading for the exit
Without a barricade to hold back
I begin to float, while I sink further down
No hope I think, it’s an end game
I feel a distant voice calling out all along
I have to hit home run, no dulling this time
I take a left turn
Aha, just now I get the best position to take this ride
I drop so fast the black from my heart is fading away
Again I hear that distant voice calling out
I try to look back, but my goal is far ahead
Like a javelin I aim for a soft landing spot
I awake with a grip of fear, eyes all swollen
I smile to my right and sigh for a good dream
I will try this again no doubt about it
I need to close these eyes for the world is crumbling
Temptations abound even while sleeping
Resolutions are made with our eyes wide open
I don’t want to see the world with my heart shaking

So I got to wait for a second chance, sure it’s coming


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